Rambling....

It's been a while since i've updated this blog, I don't know where to start. Let's backtrack a little bit.

Okay so this past week was my birthday ( I turned 19 ), realizing that i'm 19 now makes me realize that I haven't gone anywhere yet, I've pretty much been stuck on the same page. I have been practicing a lot on my dancing, & I think it's time that I got into a studio & started training. In order to do that I need a job first. I applied to Hollister on tuesday, and I had my interview on friday (my birthday). The interview went pretty well I think. I was pretty nervous since it was a group interview and you don't want to repeat anyones answers, so I had to think about my past experiences and put it to the best answer I can to the questions that were being thrown at me. One specific question about how diversity is important to me made me really think. I didn't have time to think for an answer so I basically said the basics of it on how it doesn't matter what race you are, everyone is equal and it shows especially in clothing that people can wear the same things, nothing for a specific ethnicity. I gave an example, & the manager is a white girl so I think I offended her a little when I said that an example would be that only white people work at hollister, but I responded to that statement saying that it wasn't true & that with diversity it shows that Hollister isn't just for white people. I hope she wasn't offended, I was telling the truth about the Hollister stereotype and I hope the manager saw that. After that the interview was over I went on and looked for my mom. That woman I swear does NOT stay in one place, I went through the mall at least 3 times looking for her.

While I was looking for my mom I bumped into my high school friend Mariah, Gosh how much I missed her. Talked to her and decided to walk her to her job upstairs at the movie theater. While walking there I saw this cute asian boy with a lip piercing walking by and I could not stop looking at him. I really wanted to "holla" (lol) and get his number but I was hella scared. Man, I will never let an opportunity like that pass by me ever again, even if he did reject me at least I could say that I tried. He was on my mind for the rest of the day. Damn, I really messed up and I probably won't ever see him again. Oh well... I guess.

I also applied to Victoria's Secret and they seem pretty interested in me. I think the fact that i'm gay played a big part in them being interested in me. I know they hire guys, but I think a lot of guys want to work there just to see other girls and be nasty lol. Soo, hopefully they will call me for an interview. I really wouldn't mind working there, I can give that store some excitement and females would feel comfortable around me, get a boys opinion if they needed it, without me getting horny or anything LOL hahaa, I love my men, couldn't see myself ever going for a female ever, I can't help the fact that I love the D.

I saw the Lady Gaga video for Alejandro & I honestly do not like the video. The choreography was amazing & I love the dancing, but the video itself was lacking Gaga. I feel like she went a little too dark this time & it didn't excite me like her previous music videos. I get the meaning of the video ( I don't feel like explaining ) but I didn't like it that much. Oh well...