The turning point in life.

first & foremost, new look; =].

pre-graduation argument



Oh man, I didn't see this one coming. This happened like 1 hour before i left to graduation. " HIM " hit me up on aim; & convo started out normal. I don't know why, but i was being a big bitch to him, calling him an " asshole, trick, bitch, dickhead, etc. "; maybe because of the things he was saying to me were ticking me off. i honestly could care less about who the fuck he's messing with or who's throat his tongue has been down. it hurt me for him to say it, maybe that's why i felt the need to be a bitch to him. & then i told him he doesn't phase me at all; & that he may have had me before, but he def. doesnt now; & thats when he got pissed off; & said he'll hit me up later, & being the bitch that i am; i was like " OKAY, BYE =] " ; lmfao. i honestly care less about this boy day after day; realizing how big of a blind asshole he is; constantly searching for love; when love was right in front of his face. i am the fckin best. =]

graduation



I arrived at graduation with my mom, dad, & sister around 6:30PM; & the lines for the parents to be seated in the auditorium were already odee long; so they went in line, & my ass went back outside & chilled with all the graduates before lining up in the gym. it was pretty cool seeing all of us knowing that it was our night to shine. around 7:20PM we went into the gym & just chilled again. around 7:50PM is when we finally started lining up; & we started heading into the auditorium around 8:10PM. we waited in the back as the senior video played, & my ass was in it; lol. i forgot the line that i said, but it was a nice one. then we went down through the aisles & took our seats. then our class president did her speech, sat us down & then all those boring board of education people & the mayor started speaking, ugh took like 1 hour for all of them to speak. then the principal called the senior chorus up; & i was nervous as fuck, because we performed on stage in front of like 500 people; plus the mayor & board of ed. people behind us on stage, the pressure was intense, but we got through it. i kind of messed up my lyrics lol; i sang part of the 1st verse while we were singing the 2nd verse of " STAND BY YOU - CARRIE UNDERWOOD ". we got a loud applause after though lol. then after that, more people spoke, & then a duet sang one last time, & then the time came for diplomas. when they called my name, i was soo scared, i thought i was gonna get boo'd lol; but everyone clapped & a whole bunch of screams lol; i felt loved. after the whole process it was finally time to move our tassel's from the right to the left; & then exit, that's when i realized that it was all over; my high school years are over & i'm entering the real world, the world where anything can happen, either life will eat you up or guide your path... wow. we went back to the gym to say our goodbyes, & to my suprise, I DIDNT CRY AT ALL; lmfao; i thought i was gonna be an emotional wreck but i wasnt. i just took pictures with people; & said my goodbyes to some. My dad gave me my camera like right before it was gonna die, so i was only able to take like 3 pics lol. but my friends have pics of me on their camera's so im gonna get those pics from them & post them up.

our class 2009... out of all the graduating classes, we've had it the hardest. we went through principal changes, new schedule changes, new guidance counselers, 2 tragedies with the death of Manny Fresh ♥ & Sean being in a coma. We've went through soo many hardships & fights; but in the end, we come together as one big family. To think of the 4 years we went through, from 2005 - 2009; we definitely been through it all .... I'm just glad that the people that I saw in 2005 are the same ones that I graduated with, & that's a huge accomplishment. & we are the first graduating class to recieve the most scholarships & be accepted to more than 20 different colleges. amazing, yes I know.



well that's about it !!! then i went out after =]..... mmm yeah. lol.